Thursday, May 3, 2012

Hi

How are you doing? I'm doing ok, continuing to struggle and trudge my way through everyday. From the outside, I probably look pensive and deep in thought, aloof. As the outer world slowly drifts away and fades, my inner workings flow into overtime, traveling many different avenues.
It feels like the majority of my day, subsists of maneuvering and navigating through the daily routines, trying to keep my stress and confusion as negligible as possible. I monitor my every step, try and foresee consequences and dance around stressors.
There is a lot on my mind. I'm gathering fruit from the tree, collecting ideas that I would like to write and expound upon. I feel fortunate in that I have found another Aspie that I can exchange words and thoughts with! She has been very validating and insightful. I see the helpfulness and wonder of communicating with other Aspies. I must further explore the potential of meeting or writing others of my species.
I don't know...some moments the struggle is so overwhelming. I do the best I can. Hanging in there:)

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