Going Places Alone

I've been doing pretty good, venturing out and going places by myself. The past few days, I have gone to new places twice. Both times, I stayed over an hour and adjusted to strange situations and foreign peoples.

My Lyme symptoms are abating. I can sleep at night and I have the energy to go to the grocstore and work in the garden.

I continue to explore this burgeoning femininity thingy. Yesterday, at Kmart, I must have spent close to an hour looking thru all the women's clothes, makeup and shoes. I continue to prefer dresses over my old jeans.

I've beenas bit more moody lately. Haven't seen my therapist in a couple weeks. We didn't have a falling out...I just got autistically weirded out and have yet to figure it all out.

Yeah, I'm having, like odd and erratic autistic moments where I just can't handle...whatever is going on at the moment.

My closet looks funny....95% boys clothes and a handful of dressed:) I can be so very weird.

I continue reading my one novel, this summer. My friend lent, Outlander, to me. I read almost everyday and find it a very fascinating book. I have a list of about a dozen words that I don't know how to pronounce, as I've never seen them before or heard them spoken. I can look up their meaning, but I don't have the internal mechanism that can sound out new words. I'm going to ask a friend to say the words so I can write them, phonetically, on my internal screen.

I continue to spend hours, every week, cutting out interesting newspaper articles to send to my imprisoned Eldest, to help relieve the boredom. I haven't visited him in months, but hopefully next month.

I've been trying to set up an account with Etsy, to sell some of my arts and crafts. No luck yet, as I have security issues with the big computer and that is the only puter in the house with which I can upload photos. I'll have to work on that issue some more.

I tried selling a few things on eBay.....eBay doesn't sell squat anymore and is nothing but a waste of time.

I continue to spend hours doing energy work on myself, visualization and massage. It's important for my well being and healing. I'm usually up till bout 3 am or so....taking care of me.

Our faithful cleaning lady has found a better job. Yikes, one of the things I must do is to find a replacement. My housekeeping skills still suck.

Lots of errands to do tomorrow.

Anyway. How's that for a quick update?

Be Well :)