Redefining Friend and Some People are Dicks

I'm becoming more and more uncensored these days. Fair warning:)
 So I knew this one person, she said she was a "friend". Apparently, to her and others, "friend" means seems someone who I can call on, hang with, for an unspecified period of time, till they Run away due to insecurity, something I said, didn't say or should have done differently. It's a temporary thingy.
 Just this week, I was within shouting distance of this one person who had insisted she was my friend, up until six months ago. She caught sight of me, turned and practically ran away. These people I classify as dicks. Seriously, am I really that frightening, that threatening that one has to work so damn hard to avoid me? Hell, I've Got A Clue. I understand that. Trust me, bitch, I want nothing to do with you! Yeah, I should have chased her down, just to make her uncomfortable, but that's not who I am. Would've felt good, but it isn't me.
 Everyone has a right to be a dick if they want to be.
No skin off my nose.
 Someone told me, this week, "it's good to see you angry." Apparantly, I have been playing nice far too long. Honesty isn't always a pretty thing. It ain't always rainbows and kittens.
  Overall, I've calmed down a bit. I had an autistic shutdown for a few days which helped reset my modem. Sleep can be a phenomenal healer.
 Some things that used to work, aren't working anymore. I swear, so much changes within,mwithout each therapy session. Therapy is a love / hate thing.
  I had acupuncture this week. It hurt. I've been having reactions after sessions, and they haven't been pleasant. They probably are theraputic, cathartic reactions, but I'm just not in the mood. Not sure if I'll continue or not.
 Hoping my stress level will go down with less mandatory errands and appointments. It would be nice to catch a break. Still not feeling 100%.  Haven't fully recovered from the stress shutdown, but it's not as incapacitating.
 Had to cut back on my Lyme antibiotics. My physical system wasn't handling the meds well. I used to really like self-massage, but with the Lyme massaging can just make it flare.
 My neck pain has improved some. Now my mid back slightly bulging disc feels like there's a knife in my back. Highly unpleasant. Can't remember the last time I felt "good", much less "well".  Not thrilled with this everyday it hurts crap. I'd like to be more productive.
 Each day is different. I'm just rolling with the punches:)