Passion, Art and such

I can't remember the last time I danced or even played music, for that matter. The cosmos have shifted and I have changed. The gritty details, well, not really necessary. The results are amazing.

I have again found my passion, the thing I do that makes my soul sing, my heart dance and sends me all atwitter...creating art. Many months have passed since I have gotten in touch with my creative spirit.

I was up till about four am last night, arting. My dining room table, parts of the living room and quite a bit of the floor, are covered in knickknacks, beads, baubles, pretty shinys, parts of toys and games and paint bottles. I am in heaven.

I'll have to put up some photos, when I get the big ol computer running. There is beauty and life all over the place.

Finding ones passion Is the road to riches. I am in my element, everything flows smoothly, all worries evaporate and my health and outlook dramatically improve. Truly, it is the best medicine in the world.

I know people who are passionate about their work, church, family, physical fitness, boating, sports, etc....creating art is mine:) It makes me smile, happy and downright joyous. One of my projects I found on the Internet. I took that idea, moved it into a new, original and unique realm, and that makes me happier. I do not relish copying or borrowing someone else's idea. I feel the best when the creation is my own.

So much has transpired in past couple of weeks. I know that therapy has been quite beneficial, that and my own hours of working on my myself, my body and memories, have helped cater me to this new place. I'm sure that some I know may feel neglected, but sometimes you just have to make yourself happy.

I did a strange thing today. It was one of those rarities that may come naturally to some but not I. I created a piece of art exclusively for me. I'm not sure that I have ever done this. Usually, I art for gifts or the yearly art show, but not this time. It feels very odd, bizarre even to have allotted myself the opportunity...to make something just for me...I gifted My Self. What a curious and unusual sensation, my the center of my chest. Hmmmm, maybe this cleansing and separating of the love/ hate intertwination be working. Yeah, methinks I be on to something here. The girl is alright and doing well:)

Find your passion....