Well, I've made it through the extreme unpleasantness called last week. With disdain, angry outbursts, torrid humiliation, aggravation, intense emotional upheaval, the previous days were heavily marred in one egregious sin or another.
Anger hath heavy boots, an iron fist and savage voice. Anger helps propel one to take action, to stop doormatting and find ones own voice amongst the everyday, average carrying ons and overlooks.
I mean really? Screw me once, okay....screw me twice and I will surely tell you exactly how I feel, no holds barred.
The majority of days was spent working on handling this most unexpected overload from the least likely of sources. I'm still working on recovering back down to smoldering instead of on fire. When the first words from my mouth would like to be a hurling mass of obscenities, surely I am not fully calmed down. I know this to be true, so I haven't much to say.
The previous posts tell where else I have spent time dwelling, fighting and reassembling. It has been rather busy.
I don't desire to vent or spew any more, at the moment. Trying to find a semblance of order, a plan and project that I will work on next.
I guess I really don't have much to say
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