Confusion

I wish I knew what was right and what is wrong. Wish I could tell the good guys from the bad. How do you know you are doing enough? When to stop? When to concede? When to fight?

What are the signs, symbols and guideposts that say acceptance, try and fix or give up?

That whole serenity prayer is interesting...but how does one know?

When you can only see as far as your outstretched hand, how do you know you are going in the right direction or down a dead end?

How do you know when to hold tight, when to loosen the line and when to let it go?

How do I know when I should stand, take a step, lie down or kneel?

Days sometimes reek of confusion so I choose inertia but even inertia can be problematic.

How do you know when to knock, just stand at the door, walk away or burn that bridge? How do you accept that there are no answers only more questions, summations and guesses?

How can you tell when it's your fault, his fault, their fault or no ones to blame?

How do you know that you are trying too hard? When your heads bleeding? How many attempts do you make, to fix a broken vessel? To change what you have done for years?

Where are the signals? Give me a sign

I have more questions than answers. I don't know that anyone else, has the answers I seek.

Sigh