Autism or Abuse

What a tangled web. I'm trying to decipher and separate out my autism issues from my abuse ones. Ugh, seems like my Aspie symptoms were at 95% and abuse 5.... Now things have completely reversed themselves. Reality has gotten slipperyer and I need to get into gear. I have a good semblance of what I need to do to get healthier so I'm out of bed and up and moving.

In addition to get outside, I need to write about what ails me, otherwise it just sits and festers, that damn murky pond. I can't sit idly by and just examine and watch, I need to move through it, around and over it. I need to shrink it by carefully removing one clump at a time. It may not appear that I am hard at work, but I most certainly am.