Confusion...a dream?

Just awoke from a hellish nightmare....

A helicopter swooped in quickly through the front yard

Sirens from all directions descending a few houses down

I arose to put on shoes and figure out what was going on and where

I figured the neighbors house must be on fire

Blackout

I awoke, in my dream, bending over tying laces of pure white shoes

Thought I was down the street where the sirens and fire was

But no

Alas

I'm in a very strange world, alternate universe

That was colored in red, black and white

Parading before me were people, judges in robes, carrying wigs

Dozens of them and they were all tall and got even taller

Two or three topped twelve feet tall

I exclaimed aloud, I cursed

They being completely oblivious to me

I walked in to te next room

Blackout, again

It was night and I stood at a familiar...thought it was familiar, apartment complex with its sprinklers on

But no, I was completely lost

I found a party of older teens and young twentys

I asked a couple boys if they could help me find my way back to my city

They agreed

Blackout

I'm walking in my city with three of the young men from the party

And realized that we must have walked right past my neighborhood when I was blacked out

I stated this out loud

And we all turned back to the proper direction

I remarked how I must have to give one of them a *******

And he said no, that wasn't necessary

Blackout

I awoke, again, in my dream, sleeping in the chair, in real life that I was napping in

Whew

Then I opened my eyes and saw a couch next to me that was from another time and place

I cursed with the recognition that I was stuck in a series of endless, fearful dreams

I got up

In walks my sister and her friend

I asked her what she was doing here

She replied nonchalant, but I forget

I find my cell phone..in the dream it looks just like my real one

On it is a note

Brother and sister in laws house is on fire

#%=*

Nothing I can do about That house fire either

I heard my young son and wondered why he wasn't in school as I knew I was napping while he was in school

I was at my parents house

Staring into the darkened bedroom

My neighbor whose house I thought was on fire in the very first part of this dream, walks out of my parents bedroom freshly shaven

We exchange pleasantries

I'm not sure if I will ever find my current house

Throughout the dreams I'm afraid that I may never wake up in the right time or place

I felt perpetually lost, afraid and in need of help

Yup, that most accurately describes my current state of mind. I am shifting between alternate realities at a rapid pace. I feel very lost and uncertain ....in my dreams and in my nightmares.

Dreams speak of my inner turmoil...