I experienced the passing of my dear grandma and my father. Both very healing in their own way.
I lost a special, very special friend that I didn't get enough time with. I miss him.
My personal healing has been profound on the physical, mental and spiritual levels. Much gratitude to my therapist, Mary Faigrieve; my nurse practitioner, Stephanie Smart and my acupuncturist, Meg Batzer. These people have truly cared and helped me in extraordinary ways:)
I've figured out who is with me and who is not. I've let the knots/ nots go.
I have found inner strength I never knew I had. I recognize my capabilities. I am at peace with my autism.
I can actually say, I love who I am and I love my life. Not bad for a person who was sure she'd never live to see 10 years old.
I am truly blessed.
50 promises to be a continuation of my healing journey.
Thanks all my friends.
My arms are wide open, as now, so are my eyes.
Yep, I turned 50 earlier today. It's like a milestone I never thought I'd reach. My younger years were quite rough. 9 was particularly difficult and I was morbidly depressed. In my teens and twenties, I struggled with undiagnosed autism, sexual abuse and multiple personality disorder, now DID. I was truly miserable to my core.
Life started to smile upon me, at 29 with the birth of Eldest. Things were up and down after that. Finally, just in the past handful of years, I've recognized my autism, found a therapist to work with my abuse and DID issues, work with an acupuncturist who helps me to heal on all levels and my home life as calmed and grown less chaotic and more caring.
It's really the first time I can say, I love who I am. Yes, I have to take credit, but I couldn't have gotten this far without the compassion of others.
Life is getting better. I love who I am and where I am on this journey.
Thanks for following along:)
Be well!
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