Who am I?

If someone were to inquire...who are you and what makes you tick?...I would be stymied. A) That anyone would ask. I've been noticing that my general manner and demeanor says, "Go away and leave me alone." And B) I quite frankly do not know.


I am a woman in flux. Twisting, twirling, searching under rocks and behind mirrors,trying to find out who and what I am.
I am a caring, compassionate, involved mother. This I Know.
I am an artist who creates beautiful, unique creations.
I am a God lover, a nature lover who enjoys quiet walks outdoors.
I am highly introspective, analyzing and plotting why I and others do as we do.
I'm an observer, a blogger, dream decipherer and highly dissociative. I spend many hours in the past or hidden deeply inside.
Wow, that is about what I can easily come up with.
It all seems quite superficial, when I am anything but.
There s no mention of tomorrow or goals or future.
Somehow, some way, I must figure this out....who am I?